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Our loving 26 yearold is now 27!!

Good times with All Excess and the MVI!!

All day I've been arguing myself about not being gay.

It practically costed me a detention.

I was heading to my locker for my second period to get ready once I saw the new kid come by.

I had no idea what to do so I practically did the most stupid thing ever.

I shoved my head into my locker.

I felt a poke on my back.

"Um excuse me? My locker is below yours can you move so I can get my stuff?"

That voice sounded familiar..I pushed my self outta my locker to see who it is.

I turned and my heart completely stopped. The new kid.

"U-um y-yea s-sure sorry about t-that. Eh heh" I rubbed the back of my forehead and pretending to slap myself.

How can I be such an idiot?!

He turned around.

"Oh hey you're the guy from this morning!" He said smiling.

I swear he had the perfect smile.
SHUT UP GERARD! You're not gay!

"Oh yeeahh! I guess I am" I smiled back.

"Soo..I'm Frank and you are?" He said holding his hand out.

I shook it, "Ooh I'm..uhh..Mikey NO NO! I mean Gerard..yeah Gerard that's my name!"

Man am I stupid. How can I forget my name!?

"Umm..riiight. Soo Gerard I'll be seeing you later bye!" He waved as he paced through the hallways.

He seemed to be in the class Mikey is in right now.

I was on my way to History when I felt something hit my head.

I turned to see who.

"Well, well. Look who we have here, boys! It's Mikey's little bodyguard!" It was Joey and some of his big friends.

"Well, well. Look it's Joey the guy who doesn't know how to read!" I smirked trying to confront him like Frank did.

"Shut up, Way. I'm not finished with you yet" Joey said making a fist.

"Well come and get me fat boy!!" Did I just say that?!

"Oooh you wish you never said that, Way!"

"Oohh you wish you have a smarter brain like mine, Bryar!" I said glaring.

He just glared back walking to his next class.

I did the same.

I sat in the middle row.

Mr. Smith, our history teacher, was talking about the Revolutionary War and the Acts that led to it.

I swear the dude can make a stick fall asleep!

I wasn't really paying attention to what Mr. Smith was saying I just kept thinking about Frank.

Frank is soo irresistible!!

"GERARD!" I heard someone yell out.

"THE NAVIGATION ACTS WAS THE FIRST CRACK INTO LEADING TO THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR!" I said practically yelling not paying attention.

"That's correct Gerard--" Mr. Smith said.

"YES!" I said jumping out of my seat.

"BUT! That's not what I asked."

I sat back down and sunk in my chair embarrassed hearing my classmates snickering.

"The question was- What was the Tea Act?"

"Uhh...the..British put a tax on..tea?" I said giving a wild guess.

"Very good." Mr. Smith said.

I sigh heavily.

The bell rang and I shoveled through the crowd trying to find Frank when I bumped into someone.

Bob Bryar, Joey's little brother an age younger than me.

I saw flames flashing my eye.

It was to when I'm having a coughing fit while smoke drained down my throat.

I screamed as hard as possible with my last breath before I came to that coughing fit again, "MOM, DAD, MIKEY!! WHERE ARE YOU?!"

All of a sudden I saw the stairs crashing down in flames.

I found mom and dad in the kitchen surrounded by a wall of flames.

They were calling at me, "Gerard, if we don't make it...we love you."

And that was all they said until the flames unengulfed their innocent soul.

"MOM, DAD! DON'T! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

I started screaming and my vision started fading..and the black smoke faded into my lungs.

Then, I head Mikey's voice.."Gerard! Gerard, wake up! We have to get to school"

I felt him shaking me.

I opened my eyes to see him all dressed up and his backpack over his shoulder ready to go to school.

"Hey bro. You okay? You're like..sweating..a lot."

"Ye-yea I'm fine.."

Whew it was only a dream.. I said in my head, relieved.

I got up took a quick shower and put my clothes on and ran downstairs to get breakfast.

The schoolbus came and we raced each other to the bus.

We always sat in the exact same spot. The 2 row closest to the door.

Once we left our neighborhood the bully of Mikey's class who was my age came up to us.

"Hey, punk, did you do my history homework?" He said as he grabbed Mikey by the shoulders.

Mikey gulped and nodded.

I couldn't take this guy bullying my brother anymore!

"Hey dude! Can't you do your own homework?" I said defending my brother.

"Why do the homework? There so much nerds in the school you could pay to do it!"

"Well pick on someone your own size!" I knew I regretted saying that.

"Yeah like you, punk!" He grabbed my collar tightly and we stopped at the next neighborhood.

The new kid for Mikey's class came in. He accidently bumped into Joey, the bully.

"Watch it new kid!" Joey shoved him back.

"Hey don't harrass him!" I shoved Joey back harder.

He was just about to lay a punch on me until the new kid grabbed is arm and twisted it.

The new kid looked at me straight in the face and smiled, "Your welcome".

He headed toward the very back of the bus alone.

Joey just ran to his seat holding back tears.

I looked at the floor smiling, blushing.

Who knew a kid Mikey's age had the most beautiful hazel eyes?

Woah..wait did I just say a guy has beautiful eyes?

Am I turning gay? No..I can't be! I've dated girls!!

You like? :D

Saying Sorry by Hawthorne Heights
Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorne Heights
Six Feet Under The Stars by All Time Low
Wondering by Good Charlotte

Which one?

Or do you people have any ideas what I should do?

That was pointless...xD

GUESS WHAT I DID LAST NIGHT WITH MAH FWEND!

Stay up til' 5:30am :]

Mmk randomness over :D

Well I don't wanna get like too detailed then I'd have to explain a lot of things and I don't have the time because I'm drawing xD

Bottom line is:

A stupid fatass motherfucker threw a textbook right at my face

So my forehead is sorta bleeding and my nose..

Oh God x_x

You should have saw my nose

I SWEAR I WAS BLEEDING A PUDDLE!

I think I have a headache either from the loss of blood or the textbook hitting me..

Anyway please pray for me that I will go into this school that I REEEEALLY wanna go to..

Thanks.

^.^

Happy birthday Bob Bryar<3

Turning 28 :]

I might draw him a picture if I have time..

My birthday is coming up on the 23rd of January..

So..WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY

XD!